here we go again.

LOVE, but not too much. GIVE, but leave something for yourself. FIGHT, but learn to let go. CRY, but try to move on. Don’t overuse your HEART in loving someone. Sometimes you need to use your BRAIN to stop the pain.” :)

too much!

YAH! i hate People Who's looking down On others , they really think they know everything or they pretend to be one err. why there's a lot of people like that!! ugh.please don't get in my way.your so annoying.

finally

atlast i can open my Multiply acct.! yeah.. school tomorrow agan ahah! july is coming

"IM ALRIGHT"

i can't say a word.:(

NO CLASSES AGAIN TODAY.

BECAUSE OF FALCON.

NO CLASSES TODAY.

1.2.3.

TODAY MANY THINGS HAPPEN UN-SPECTEDLY.AHAHA I CHOPPED 250 GRAMS OF ONIONS , PLUS 500GRAMS AHAH AND ADDITIONAL 5 PCS OF ONIONS LOL. THEN WE MAKE LUNCH , SNACK , AND DINNER ;) LOL ITS REALLY HARD TO WORK IN THE KITCHEN AHAH YOU NEED TO LEARN CONVERSION FACTORS ECT ECT THEN MATH , NUMBERS IS INCLUDED. AWW.. AHAH I REALLY TIRE SUPER. NO FIRST CLASS TOMORROW AWESOME .

fast-forward..

today when i woke up i feel so lazy to go to school hahahaha.! if theirs someone who will wake me up, when i was in the car i feel so unwell it's like i want to vomit because of my perfume.when my dad left me in the q.ave station i was in a hurry so that i can still eat breakfast and yet then i don't have appetite to eat my kare-kare.and i don't have my first period class such a lame that's why i have a lazy mood i knew it my 80 pesos is a waste i even road a taxi so that im early ahah and the stupid thing i even got lost i don't know even my room ahah.. such a funny thing right ,then i ate 2 value meal chicken rice with coke float and coke float with double cheese burger. thinking i have to save 500 pesos this week i have to! yeahright.

done with all my Homework. yet i didn't study the french terms yet so i have to wake up early in the morning round 4 or 5 to study WTF!! but i need to update this first before i fix my things and sleep..! catering for tomorrow FIGHTING!

Bee-the-best

i FINISH MY REACTION PAPER IN CATERING I WILL CONTINUE MY REVIEW TOMORROW ABOUT FRENCH TERMS IN CATERING. I REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME STUDYING FRENCH.BECAUSE OF THE PRONUNCIATION.AHAHA BUT ITS FUN WONDERING IF I PRONOUNCED IT CORRECTLY OR NOT AHAHA.
BIT TIRED,I UPDATE MY IPOD AT-LAST I HADE PALYFULKISS IN MY I POD WHEN EVER I GOT NOTHING TO DO OR SAD I WILL WATCH THE MOVIE AND LAUGH UNTIL I DROP :)) AHAHA

I'M THINKING THAT I REALLY WANT TO HAVE INTERN SHIP ABROAD HOPE MY PARENT WOULD AGREE. I DECIDE OF THIS BECAUSE I KNOW AFTER THIS INTERN I CAN ENTER A BEST HOTEL LIKE MAKATI SHANG. I REALLY WANT TO WORK DAY SO TOMORROW UNTIL THE GRADUATION I WILL NEVER GIVE-UP WHAT EVER CHALLENGES THAT I WILL IN-COUNTER I WILL GET THROUGH INTO IT.I MAKE IT AS LESSON THROUGH UPS AND DOWN I WILL NOT SURRENDER.EVEN INTERMS OF NUMBERS AND ANY MATH RELATED QUESTION I WILL GET THROUGH WITH IT. FIGHTING!

#&@(#&@$@$@*&!))!#(&#&$

i feel so strange.. haha.. I decide to GIVE UP now to you I'm having a Hard time. But I i have to. CAN AND I WILL.i have to find my self first i want to be whole again i don't know how and how can face you next time i see you know i can totally say to myself that we are totally different to each other . i myself decide i will always do my best in everything. starting tomorrow until the i will never give up i know how tough is the real world is but i will not surrender until i reach the everything. face my fears and be strong. :!

non-stop raining

3 week and 4 days since i say goodbye to you then yesterday i heard your freaking voice following its scares me A lot my mind goes blank everyday because of you I don’t know what to do without you even i forget you and not seeing you its not enough cause you steal half of my heart so no matter how hard i’ll try you’re still here as if you never left me , the feeling of waiting for nextime/someday it’s like a long next time/someday starting tomorrow i will always work hard and to my very best for everything because i know even though we’re not together if you see that i’m working hard and do my best you will be happy.imissyou iknow you always know that! XD.

qyequwed94e0r3sak

AHAHHA! A BLASTING DAY! whie going to the bus terminal when i cross the street the jeepney is infront of me already and 1 from its behind.my eyes is in shock like this O.O omgee.! this jeepney tries to bump me.? or its me That silly who have an hour of sleep because of something bad feeling or something bad happen i didn’t get enough of sleep, that’s why i feel sleepy that time i didn’t see clearly or i do’t have enough strength to walk fast even though i trying to walk fast really the i road a bus that totally scares me to death. its like riding a space shuttle or worst on that i’m not a licensed driver but i think he was always over speeding , competing to other bus infront and back of them ,Marketing in HI and SEMINAR IN HI caught my attention im really interested in this Subject really really interested maybe i don’t have that to much cooking skills but I have a lot of knowledge about Business.? ahah and that’s very Good for me.:)i have my vacant at 10-2:00 Too lOng to sleep in the library yes. i fell a sleep in the library Because of the air condition their suppose to be i have to look for something eventually i didn’t find it so i decide to read a book but then reading a book makes me fall a sleep.? or i really need to take some.? ahaha

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the scene lol! i’m about to have to buy some load walk to the street passing by his house hearing his loudly voice then after in the store passing again his house suddenly his in the main door of the front house talking loudly and became louder it’s like his voice following me back so strange!

yeahright!

AWW.headache today AS IF AHAH anyway i really Lose my mind I have to forget You. ryt? How can i forget you even my heart don't obey me anymore my Mind tells me to stop but my heart tells me don't stop ughrr. but this time i'll work hard For it.again again and again until i totaly forget you okei.? aja!

headache

yeahright 2hrs of sleep irrating bus driver traffic jam,late classmates ahaaah amp I went to school around 4am then i arrive 6:30 i saw a students wearing a white unifor first came in to my mind is you now you already firthyear student ready to get your diploma and will face the real world right my world is different from your world ugh!anyway today we consume the entire period to group our self plannning menu for next lab..waaaah! not feeling well but still i have to reserch something..this is collage life ! FIGHTING!

uneasy

my mind goes Blank I don't know why ? Somethings are UNSURE ,UNanswer and Bothering me Right now i don't know how ,what and why ? yeah right once feelings is not like an exam question that only have 1 answer,even i myself dosen't even know what is the correct answer.all we need is to nd be strong and believe in myself but if others won't trust me how could it be possible if i my self won't believed that i can do it ? why is that i can put a lot of confidence to others that i cant pt more confidece to myself.

School starts tomorrow.

then The Other day Myclass will start :) ugh! Bye SUMMER VACATION HELLO THESIS AND FESIB XD

School starts tomorrow.

then The Other day Myclass will start :) ugh! Bye SUMMER VACATION HELLO THESIS AND FESIB XD

Miss You !

cath's 20th Birthday @ eastwood

Last night was a blast FUN FUN FUN! we ate Many Of White sauce pasta garlic bread pizza ,red sauce pasta,pesto pasta,bottom less ice tea is Really Great at Fazolis



after eating My friends decide to Have some Fun and Drink until Drop at The distillery Bacardi gold ,bacardi silver , tequila rose strawberry flavor

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this Much

--"let's be friends" how can we be us friends if we have this awkward situation.don't know how to meet you when your around don't know how to talk to you and throw jokes.that's why we can't b friends as of now but do you know what im always looking forward to know you better.-- "Stay happy and be happy always" yah! I WILL BE cause even seeing you and hearing you Outside my Window thats Okey it makes Me like adewrnwrwkwqe ahah So How can i FORGET you huh?! -- "magkalapit lang naman bahay natin ah" YAh Bit strange You know what sometimes i imagine that our room and my room are facing each other. --"if you see me in the future don't repeat the same thing so that we won't mess -up !" HAHAHA if you really Reading my TEXT message You will see how happy i am to see Looking forward each day and hoping that they will happen again. the day i decide i forget you it takes a million times to do it, my mind is blank that time i don't know what to do,i even lose my mind.but i put a lot of courage to tell you what i want i feel so i promise that i will put lots of hard work and perseverance to forget my feelings to you.and that's a MUST.