KAMILLE FEAT. SINGAPORE

READY to Invade SINGAPORE :)



At NAIA 3 with my friends while waiting for our fligh SJ01


"CIKAGIJIORJAKACA"



T.G.I.S.


At the Departure area Around 6am while waiting for the airplane on aboard so sleepy i had only a 30mins of sleep because my dad is so very excited for me HAHAHAHAAHa *kidding* *wink* seriously ??



Singapore bound around 10am in the morning.





Vivo city , Singapore







City tour





Leo cafe In Singapore :)

Anderson Bridge :)


i amused with this Big clock Over there AHAHAH Feel like Cinderella in Singapore <3





MERLION






MARINABAY SANDS , SINGAPORE



SINGAPORE FLYER




we crossed the marinabay sands we ride Singapore river cruise for 20 dollar









louis vuitton



versace



Parada

GUCCI


Chanel



KAMILLE FEATURING UNIVERSAL STUDIOS , SINGAPORE





Photo booth inside universal studios







awesome day at Universal studios , Singapore



Kim Choo restaurant in Singapore

Thank you, God, for giving me another year of life.
Thank you for all the people who remembered me today
Thank you for all the experience of this past year;
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to you.
ILOVEYOU GOD TO DEATH..
Amen.

THANKS TO MY DAD , MOM,ATE KARINA , AND TO MY LITTLE BROTHER KIER FOR NEVER ENDING SUPPORT AND UNDYING LOVE Please don't get tired of me.
ILOVEYOU
♥MING

With my groupmates again

Okei here we go again we really love to cram HAHAHAHAH! we do the scrapbook together until 8 in the evening at cath's house :) i had a good time every time im with them :) so cool :) no matter the situation are we're still together its like united we stand divided we fall BOW.oh no deadline for scrapbook tomorrow oct.5 then F.A. Ugh! collage life

MARKETING REPORT

Our Professor told us that we did a great job but his looking for something else like where is our Fliers and redio ads. but i know we did our very best in this report.

Cramming is the name Oohh

already 12midnight but stil working for maketing report for tomorrows reporting . go group mates lets do this..

Parent's Night

Preparation for parent's Night


Its Another Big day for us because its serves as A Finals for Our Catering lab Class.everybody work hard enough to make the event possible and specially my dad came :) so nervous a bit because my dad is their,had are 2 song number with co.service group (because you love me) and the whole class (time of my life)and video presentation and a video message presentation HAHAHAHAHAHA.. this night is a BLAST!
full of Unexpected feelings and unexpected happenings... :)

SERVICE TEAM

You made it look like I'm see-through.

Lalalala not going to think about you. Lalalala.

If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know, yeah, you've figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
'Cause you and I, why we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend

Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me

Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
Before I rightly explode
And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me in fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong

All I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me

If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me

When life gets tough, remember that you are tougher..

☑ VIDEO MESSAGE
☑ Send final thesis paper to Ms.CAstro
☑ fix My things
☑ read LEADERSHIP GOLD *trying my best to finish this Book*
☑ SEND LOGO TO MY GROUPMATE


VERY PRODUCTIVE DAY THANKYOU GOD!



╱╱╱╱╱DARE╱╱TO╱╱╱╱╱
BE PRODUCTIVE EVERYDAY :))

Tomorrow marks the beginning of (yet another) Hell Week. Sigh.

❤❤❤
KAMILLE


END.

sleepy Saturday

Very PRODUCTIVE DAY to SLEEP ZzzZz


planning to Sleep EARLY YEY!

❤❤❤
KAMILLE


END.

Loooooooong day

had a seminar regarding INTERNSHIP after that me and may friend JILL ,CATH ,ORENCH went to Bonchon Chicken and happy lemon ;) I ORDERED CHICKEN SANDWICH BURGER MEAL AND ROYAL MILK TEA WITH PUDDING! AHAH! ANYWAY!



chicken sandwich burger



Royal Milk tea with pudding



serious MODE!
i don't know when it first began but you pushed your way into my heart against my will!,THERE ARE TIMES I REALLY WANT TO LET YOU GO AND THERE ARE TIMES THAT I WANT TO KEEP YOU FOREVER but theirs a kind of feeling that makes me feel so UNSURE cause YOUR LOVE FOR ME WAS SO STRONG! and i really don't wanna HURT you and I wanna be the girl you fall for when everybody else is falling for you. ♥ :) CRAZY RIGHT! but please , Please don't get tired of me. I know i had this very TIRING PERSONALITY inside of me ,sometimes i'M A BIPOLAR drives me so insane please bare with me But most of the time I am truly behave 0:)STAY WITH ME TO INFINITY AND BEYOND :) Promise me YOU WILL !!

I'm not that Smart Not That PERFECT But I'll PROMISE I'LL BE THE BEST! :)hopefully.



❤❤❤
KAMILLE


END.

TEAM BUILDING

GREEN MINDED MINDED AHAHAH!



GREEN team
- chester, jay, orench, mika, gisselle, kamille m., shaq, macy







new experience and i also discover that I ALWAYS DO MY VERY BEST IN EVERYTHING! EVEN IF I REALLY WANT TO GIVE-UP AND DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE BUT STILL QUITTING IS NOT MY THING!


RED TEAM - CHAMPION
GREEN TEAM - 1ST RUNNER UP

NOT BAD :)) AT LEAST WE FIGHT TILL THE END WTF! AHAHA!




❤❤❤
KAMILLE


END.

1 Corinthians 13:4-13

4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, 5does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, 6does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; 7bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part; 10but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. 11When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things. 12For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. 13But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

Hello SeptemBER

Dear Heart, Please stop getting involved with everything, your job is to pump blood....that's it I'm Trying to Understand everything if everything is being messed up again or what I don't know But why is everything is falling apart it feels like somebody's poking me inside ohohohoh no why do i feel this way need to run run run i'm not very vocal about this before but why now I'm just keep this way i can't find words to express every single thing i feel tons of crappy things building in my head..does I was the only one to fall? OK here How to solve this thing Step 1 : SMILE Step 2 : if everything is not alright REPEAT STEP 1 :))

today i don't feel like doing anything NOTHING AT ALL HAHAHAHA don't Fool around you foolish little girl being Lazy Is not you right doing your Very BEST at all , trying to all the things You Least Expected , Getting up when your down , Fight and preserve till the end where did it all go? just keep trying again you silly one where's The FIGHTING Thing that YOU ALWAYS SAID? STOP BEING SO LAZY YOUR NOT ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE.

❤❤❤
KAMILLE


END.

August is over

i don't know what i'm thinking and what i'm feeling it makes me going' crazy is this all thing are only in my mind? do you feeling the same too? or Can you just fall in love with me? ♡ honestly i really don't know what to do this feeling of Uneasiness that makes me feel so blue and makes my heart Burning LOVE is when you look into someone's EYES and you see their HEART.here we go again you silly girl You Keep on Falling.

Today i had a Waking Problems this morning i really don't want to go to school and my dad is in a hurry oh no i have to do something forcing my self to get up and immediately pour my self a cold water to be awake.but im to lazy to go to school please why so Mad dad ?BV go away No feasibility what? Great? oh no no no HAHAHA
the the rest forcing Myself to attend The class.WTH foolish girl Why so like that?
then Had a quiz got 9 out of 10 ten aww.. Miss 1 point cause don't wanna think and i'm just forcing My brain to come up an answer .. wannna go home no discussion please Its just that i can't accommodate some information now i can't! continue being like LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY!

Love Love Love
Kamille


End.

A Beautiful Mess

ok. here we go again CONFUSING myself. with this strange feeling. that i could win :(
i cant really figure out this feeling that i had inside of me.I wish falling in love had traffic lights, so that I would know if I should go, slow down, or just stop to avoid heart accidents.

CRAZZY FEELING EVER THIS YEAR EVERY MINUTE
anyway LONGWEEKED IS OVER TOMORROW its A BRAND NEW DAY
WEEKDAYS IS COMING LOTS OF SCHOOL WORKS NEED TO BE ACCOMPLISH
JUST TAKE IT EASY! TAKE ONE STEP A TIME AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT AND
HAVE FAITH :)AND SMILE.
WATCH 2 EPIC MOVIE
EAT , PRAY , LOVE AND HARRY POTTER 7 PART 2


"Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)


LOVE,LOVE LOVE
KAMILLE

END.

Skyscraper

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground


i watched 2 movie
today.

Eurotrip and Hangover
LONGWEEKEND SUCKS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN LAZY THIS COMING WEEKDAYS
WE HAVE LOTS OF PAPER WORKS TO DO CRAP!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
IRMSYFRL!

Why?

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart


3 movies in a row

In the name of love
She's out of my league
and fire Proof
Currently Downloading
The smurfs
Harry potter 7 part2
and crazy Stupid love.

Lazy WEEKEND :))
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
But why i'm feeling this way HEART PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHATS WITH YOU?
don't FALL to HARD! yaah! that guy sure is surrounded by girls.
Don't be hopeless, but don't be hopeful.


END.

err freaky .

Oh my its raining should go to school.? ahhahaa end up attending marketing class oh well i have no choice I need to attend this subject only this subject HAHAHAH super bias LOL anyway Planning to come to class late around 8:00 so take your time daddy im not in a hurry today cause actually don't feel to go to school today but oh well ahaha I arrive quarter to 8 Hmm before going to chapel first to pray after that i saw my professor in marketing HAHAHAHAHA! so Unlucky what to do.? hmm think kamille think ..and i walk very fast as much as i could and went to comfort room near Kitchen lab Gosh did he see Me ? gosh should I attend his class for real even my friends is not attending? luckily two of my friends are present.but honestly im too lazy to attend his class but what is this my brain cells is jumping around and i feel so alive ahaha We had a great discussion about advertising my professor never fail me to smile and amused me every meeting HEHEHE! afterwards i went to physical examination for clearance then skip class canteen skip class again ahahah! anyway this not so me I didn't ever try to skip major subjects its just that its not worth-trying anymore , no motivation to do this and do that whats wrong with me neither i , i don't know whats happening around me. could anybody explain why i easily give-up and im So scared to do things this past few weeks and my mind keeps telling me that stop stop stop when ever i want to do something HAHahAh so weird feeling , uneasiness , horrible insight ,and my mind is so messy and tangled right now cant think of anything why oh why? i don't know my goal now Or don't have motivation to do this kind of stuff.this worthless feeling and its killing me. i really lose my sense where did it go? it seems like feelings is not like an exam question that only have 1 answer,even i myself dosen't even know what is the correct answer.stop being naive you silly girl. stop fooling around come on every one is entitled to be stupid its just that you abuse that privilege.

Btw. I discover a secret place in our school I think that no one had been their except me. Its so Beautiful PLACE like a secret Garden HAHAHAHA.

END.

fool.

I really don't expect something to you im just so scared that everything will turn out so fast and we will mess-up like i had before in my past and everything would be so awkward for me such a selfishness i always thinking about myself because i know that your strong enough to handle everything AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i really don't know! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! my mind is really messy right Now can't think of WORDS.

Crzay stupid Love

Dear: YOU

you are so Unpredictable if only i can read your Mind.

you really don't know how i feel. You have NO idea how fast my heart races when I see you.

sleepless night

passing of final paper is done Looking forward for the defense I know i can do it :)) FIGHTING! everything gonna be alright ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!

Mock defense -> Defense -> international tour -> finals -> OJT -> Graduation

way to go .. Before graduation AJA!We must never be afraid to go too far, for success lies just beyond.

leadership seminar

“A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way.” - John C Maxwell




with sir adrian (from Sbarro)and Sir herdie hernardez

Worst thing In the World.

HAHAHAHAHA.! hate this Lazy day again i don't have any idea what would happen in the future without you but i'm willing to risk it all. risk taker ako eh HAHAHA! don't worry i always have a plan. you will see.you gonna hate me for sure :)
MOVING ON . wanna Watch WAY back HOME :)


I HATE thesis .. ahha!

wrecked Wednesday

i feel so lazy SO damn LAZY why oh why! ahaha
early tomorrow! for the catering Midterm exam (LAB)


Dear God, Thank you for another beautiful day and bless me in so many ways (even when I don't deserve it). Amen.

Graduation pictorial

done GRADUATION PICTORIAL Next: passing of FINAL THESIS PAPER , THESIS DEFENSE , INTERNATIONAL TOUR, FINALS ,PRACTICUM, FINALLY GRADUATION lets take one step at a time i can do this. i can do this , everybody commit mistake just try your best
FIGHTING!

Mourning Monday.

Mock Interview is done Graduation picture for tomorrow then Us tour The Graduation YES!

HAHAHA!

anyway today feel so very tierd very very tired it seems like i lose a lot of energy
i sleep about 7 hours and feels like i don't want to do anything
ahah but i end up going to their house, even i don't want to but i have to go
cause i already decide to forget you abandon you just like you did to me
but the diffrence is i end it up with full of words. unsaid words before but
now its a words that makes me feel strong. strong enough to leave you
words full of hatred full of pain and tons of Crap!
and now as i go on with my life i realized that i don't need you to become a better person
now i fully understand why i always become strong ang always doing everything its all because of you
but for now on i will do it for myself i will become the best because of me
i will become better person because of me i will do everything because of ME ahahah!
HOLD ON KAMILLE.. Life never been so easy to live in i need to be EXTRA STRONG EXTRA CAREFUL
TRYING MY VERY BEST TO FORGET AND LEAVE YOU! TRYING IS HARD BUT IF I PUT MY HEART ON IT AND DO A LOT OF EFFORT I WILL BE SUCCECSFUL
BUT WHEN THAT TIME COMES I WILL GARANTEE YOU THAT I WILL NOT TURN MY AGAIN JUST TO SEE YOU SO THAT YOU CAN'T MESS UP WITH ME ANYMORE
AND SO THAT WE COULD LIVE A HAPPIER LIFE . LIFE IS NO TURNING BACK SO I WOULD NOT AHAHAH!
YOU SO LUCKY YOU HAVE LOVING PARENTS. i've seen it and i also experincing their UNconditional love even though that we're not togeher it seems Like
my parents and your parent have a strong Bond together that's scares me a lot but even though everytime that i'm their everytime that i pretend im okey
still time will come everything gonna be alright! somehow everthings gonna fall right into place. HAHAHA!
from now on i call my SELF SUPERKAMILLE ahaha BECAUSE IM SUPPER SUPER SUPER SUPER STRONG BRAVE AND SUPER SUPER PRETTY AHAHAHHA!

Dear August, please be better than July. :)

HRM ACQUAITANCE PARTY

JIORMAKACA

EVERYONE WANTS TO CHANGE THE WORLD BUT NO BODY WANTS TO CHANGE

The second State of the Nation Address (SONA 2011) of Philippine President Benigno "Noynoy" Aquino III at the joint session of Senate and Congress in Batasang Pambansa.



I wasn't able to hear all of his speech but hearing those unpleasant words from other people they think that his not that very effective to be a leader for our country (Philippines) because of some unresolved issues from the past,issue that can be solve by us but we always blame others im not pro or anti but in this case we need to grow as person thinking not only for ourselves. sometimes we always complain and complain
and always seeking something else and we don't really appreciate things being provided we can't even said "thank you" for those person who always provide a public service for us.at first WE Decide ,WE vote and WE COMPLAIN. ahah Who should be responsible for everything.? who should be to blame? 2011 is not yet over and theirs 2 years to come lets wait and see.Mr. Aquino said that "We can dream again"








Tandang Sora to Ever Goteso.

Retreat '11 @ Baguio City

day 1

we create our Web map

all the person who create a very big impact in our life
then we describe each of them and the third one is what are the silent acts they made / acts they do and what do i feel about it

both (+)and (-).

9pm shower time
5:30 wakeup call
6:00 call time morning prayer then followed by breakfast


day 2

group activity (sharing about the web map)

Learnings
we need first to know The Experince of other people to understand and Not to lead to judgment

Hell is the Total abcense of LOVE.

dAY 3 .

Activity question :

If i'm to die i 3 days what will you do?
a. who will be the first person whom i will seek
b. how will the conversation go.?


2.) if the last hour before i die what will i tell him? what will tell me.?

3) make your own obituary

4.) what will your love once will tell to you.? what do you want to hear.?




last session after the activity open forum.




Dear blockmates!
thank you for letting me in in your Block
i had so much fun. until now honestly i don't know how to mingle in each everyone of you
cause i don't know what your thinking about me but for me i will try my very best to know each one of you
and if you let me ahaha any way i actually looking forward to know you all better make ,sometimes it makes me so very hard but know i feel that i'm one step closer to all of you :)) help me to come out to my shell and loosen up a little
honestly i'm so glad to know each one of you and be a part in our family..
THANK YOU for accepting me.

"united we stand divided we fall." - Jay

TGIS and F5 *CIKAGIJIORMAMEJAKACATI*


guys i really love you so much i feel like so bless to have you. even though theirs so many differences, uncertainties, misunderstanding
i always end-up with you , lets leave the past and move forward let's creat so many happy and good memories together
lets start again, and make things better. our past make us stronger than ever

TGIF

Every Day As time goes by I feel like i wanna go back to high school cause time flies so fast august is fast approaching i can feel the graduation breeze that makes me wanna feel lazy to study? lol joke feels like its been a while, and i feel that everything is moving so fast we had our third function already
one is production ,service on st.paulday and third one is TGIF clinic event..


here at krispy kreme sm fairview using their Wifi. haiis Back pain :(


end.

st.paul Manila - Sm fairview !

ahah i went tO SPUM today to visit their very huge library.. eheh actually
the was totaly pretty in a sense of availability of things that QC don't have
actually what i mean is the the cafe restaurant Manila have for HRM student for everyday used
and diffrent menus the well sitimatise library and id swap cards going and leaving the school
i even that so much the library that you should deposite your bag before going inside the Wifi zone
the flat screen pc everything and flat screen opac. something ahahah


END.

moderifics

yeahright sometimes you will know how are your real friends in times of your need
i mean friends is easy to find but real friends are hard to find and hard to lose
ehehhe exactly right.? that's how i see my friends now i maybe have them today but
i don't know until when exactly can stay besides me? in good or bad times ? FOR BETTER OR FOR WORST
Aahaha How many of them are true to you and how many of them are Just want to be with you
Cause they can use you in their daily living.? how many of them showing their real feelings ?
or how many of them trying to hide it.? ahahah.!


FriENDs.?

Till the end

Silly sunday

its my cousin's birthday! ehehehe when ever heard birthday first thing comes to my mind is
ballons,cake, food,"pabitin" , clown , party games ehheheh i miss celebrating like this now
im becoming more mature *am i becoming one.?* ahahah now when i heard birthday i feell really blue i feel like i have an allergy on that special occasion
the first thing comes to my mind is YOU ,just to recall you said to me when i was turning 18 yrs.old
you want to be my last dance even i dont have one i want to have a debut. because
im excited to hold your hand, and hold me tight but that special day of mine comes
alone your presence are not there, you wont show up anymore my heart feels like melting like theres a huge
of fire continue burning my heart even my family, friends are their i'm only looking for you..
ahah still can't forget how you make me feel so blue feels like in hell that i wanna escape
but i cant i wanna cry tears in my eyes that i can bare beacause theirs an adult surrounded by me
and i only can do is to Smile To cover up the pain I have Inside my heart.aah . and miND sAYS MOVE ON KAMILLE
MOVE ON , please..!theres no worth in Crying so Stay strong SMILE. if only i have a
guts to say that "PLEASE ONLY ONE NIGHT MAKE ME FEEL SO HAPPPY ONLY FOR TODAY STAY FOR AWHILE AND DON'T GO!"
silly girl.. ahhahha..its not that i hate celebrating birthday its just that i had really really bad experince
after all a very tromatic experince happen to me!
but children parties is awsome but i had a very bad moments about his' cousins birthday anyway
after all i have lots of connection to him thats why i can't easily erase him in my life.

END.

Friday Friday .

today in our religious education class we talk about being "single" that time i feel so absent minded haha my mind is somewhere else lol
in this state of life we have diffren point of view regarding this mater being "single"
they say being single is a littil bit lonley in a way that you don't have some to lean on if we have problems,someone to share good and bad memories together
someone to ask "are You ,someone to txt you "good Morning" "good night"
"i love you" "take care" "don't skip meal" ect. but then if we take a look at in the brighter side their so much more to be look happy being single because single state of life has its own advantages, opportunites and challenges you can
do what ever you want to do 24/7 and you can go where ever you want to go and spend time with your friends. being single is not being bitter or being selfish because its valuable vocation that reflects god's love in its unique way.

honestly i realized that god has his own way to give as the right person in the right time.we just need to wait.anaway In our resort class we had our ver first Formal assestment honestly i study for today's test so lets wait and see if i did very well in my first assestment
hmm..ahah but i hope it would turn up so well cause u really study hard i study seriously ahahaha. but then i really realized that it so hard to be smart ahaha cause while studying i feel that my brain hurt so much i feel like its going to burst Like booom! ahahha!
why i'm look very serious everyday.? hahaha..silly ME.!the ME Inside that don't want to grow up is already trying to grow and grow everyday.!

saturday!

TODAY! RAINING MORNING :) ganna go early to school cause my i really like our first subject every satrday
because i really like our prof. in marketing because i amused how he speak fluently and comfortably infront of us
then in our picture class i mean thesis class eehehe me and my friends had lots of fun taking pictures in the coridor of 4th floor eheh
anyway we had our consoltation regarding some matters in our thesis then in seminar in HR we had An activity regarding to our own personality
its called MBTI self estimate followed by the result the result is INTP -"thinker"
ahaha is that really obvious.? i awlways think think and think annything under the sun ahahha
soo many things to do Like deadline of report,defense,proj.,community service.formal assasment but
y mom said "i need to enjoy everything don't think about all the difficult things that yo need to do you have to enjoy and think that you can do it "


next saturday F.a. Marketig
23 - f.a. in SEMINAR in HI

Fighting!!

ST PAUL 65 ANNIVERSARY

One free function again yahooo! i feel like Im working in real life,ehehehe every seconds for me is everything so I do it seriously. honestly its very hard because left hand is so weak and sometimes i don't know what will do next but i give it a try and its very fun although its hard to stand an hour and but this is the second time to be a service member so at first i know how it feels but first time to arrange and set up table.unlike last time we served in are IM lab i'm a server at the same time we prepare the food for them. anyway this is just the basic there's a lot of things will come and many things to accomplish ahah actually i really excited to go out to the out side world and face all of them and show what i got.?? ahah BUT still my foot hurts so badly i can't even walked properly going home ahah :)

revenge Is sweet :))

Dear God, I wanna take a minute, not to ask anything from you. But simply to say 'Thank you' for all you have. :)

I cant think of anything.

hmmm.. haha nothing much happen just here at home spending online ahahahhah! AND realizing many people expecting me to graduate ahah lol they put so many pressure on on me?? or they are so excited because finally i finish my 8yrs of studying in school and looking forward to find a job.? ahah what ever it is i still want to learn,theirs many things i need to learn and many things still i don't know AT & i still want to explore the world. so i want to take one step at a time it takes years to muster up life.

Don't cry. I know you're trying your hardest.

yah! why i always feeling like this related to numbers specially solving math problems. i feel like crying if people asking me " why you didn't understand your lesson?" i feel like someone poking me in my chest and tears fall down fast and they keep telling "why are crying?" what will i do if i can't hold back my tears even i don't want to and even i want to understand all the steps in solving that problem i envy those who can learn easily without trying hard and can make things too easy for them to do in just a snap. for me getting passing garde is enough or at least i could say 9/10 is a miracle ahahaha..but even how hard i try solving it alone i can't :9 yeah! that's me always trying hard to make things DONE in perfect way .. i'm way to far for others but that's how i motivate my self to work hard and persevere until the end. i have my own LITTLE way to Make Things Perfect i may be not that smart but if i Put my heart and mind into it i can achieve everything :)) patience is a virtue i can wait anytime cause i know i could be something. i'm like this because i know theres many people who will support and help me that's why i'm not into it to do on my own.

No Pain No Gain

i have 2 weeks to do my chapter 3 part1 which is the result. if i will follow the schedule everything will be alright right.? Come to your sense kamille You can do it i Know you if you put your heart on it and Put some effort you can pass all the subject just follow everything. and do it diligently ok, lets think like this Your in the middle of the race but you can't ran fast like other runner but if you keep on running and trying your best to win then you can achieve it. but don't focus in winning just focus how to finish the race.being able to finish the race is a lot more than winning cause it doesn't matter who wins or lose but who does better and who does not give-up :))


NO MARKETING AND NO SEMINAR CLASS TODAY :)) THEN I SPEND EATING WHOOPERS IN BURGER KING HUHUHU P150 LEFT IN P400.

HOLD ON.

well first-day of july and first friday.we had aare very very first long quiz about business enterprise and entrepreneurship then after i wen to my uncle's house to rest for a while and decide not to attend my next class because i'm not feeling well ahah anyway luckily my professor is not around she leave an activity for us the atlast resort planning ugh! feel sleepy! whaha anyway may prof. ms.aurrelio recognized my sleepiness and absent minded ahah so she cold my attention "KAMILLE" then i stop what im doing then stand then she said again "kamille" in my back of my mind why? then she ask me to lead a prayer then i respond-- long pause-- "ah are you ready to pray classmates?" -- then i realized after praying okey that so highschool kamille hahah"are yo ready to pray classmates" okei di i say classmates? at the back of my losing mind in this section i already have a guts to said classmates silly kamille.. you really lose your mind *or should i said well you said it very well keep it up ahah that's right come out to your shell and loosen-up* anyway readers sorry for making you look so confuse about this thing never-mind atleast i can speak up even just this tiny little word ahaha.but at back of this all*dear classmates push me to Open-up or to talk help me to open up my little mouth to say something pls i feel little lost in your place i feel so strange everytime.where in all i can do is just to stare all of you and listen to all the noise you created *
Nursing Licensure Exam tomorrow and sunday -- gudluck yeah! right i know you can do it right.? i have lots of courage in you to do all things even though i know how you feel for me even though you said that be happy and stay happy -- yes i will always be cause you always here. no matter what nakatatak na ata yun sakin eh stupid right.? WHt! i already end it up but why my heart still beats for you.so #nothingsmoreirritating :))

here we go again.

LOVE, but not too much. GIVE, but leave something for yourself. FIGHT, but learn to let go. CRY, but try to move on. Don’t overuse your HEART in loving someone. Sometimes you need to use your BRAIN to stop the pain.” :)

too much!

YAH! i hate People Who's looking down On others , they really think they know everything or they pretend to be one err. why there's a lot of people like that!! ugh.please don't get in my way.your so annoying.

finally

atlast i can open my Multiply acct.! yeah.. school tomorrow agan ahah! july is coming

"IM ALRIGHT"

i can't say a word.:(

NO CLASSES AGAIN TODAY.

BECAUSE OF FALCON.

NO CLASSES TODAY.

1.2.3.

TODAY MANY THINGS HAPPEN UN-SPECTEDLY.AHAHA I CHOPPED 250 GRAMS OF ONIONS , PLUS 500GRAMS AHAH AND ADDITIONAL 5 PCS OF ONIONS LOL. THEN WE MAKE LUNCH , SNACK , AND DINNER ;) LOL ITS REALLY HARD TO WORK IN THE KITCHEN AHAH YOU NEED TO LEARN CONVERSION FACTORS ECT ECT THEN MATH , NUMBERS IS INCLUDED. AWW.. AHAH I REALLY TIRE SUPER. NO FIRST CLASS TOMORROW AWESOME .

fast-forward..

today when i woke up i feel so lazy to go to school hahahaha.! if theirs someone who will wake me up, when i was in the car i feel so unwell it's like i want to vomit because of my perfume.when my dad left me in the q.ave station i was in a hurry so that i can still eat breakfast and yet then i don't have appetite to eat my kare-kare.and i don't have my first period class such a lame that's why i have a lazy mood i knew it my 80 pesos is a waste i even road a taxi so that im early ahah and the stupid thing i even got lost i don't know even my room ahah.. such a funny thing right ,then i ate 2 value meal chicken rice with coke float and coke float with double cheese burger. thinking i have to save 500 pesos this week i have to! yeahright.

done with all my Homework. yet i didn't study the french terms yet so i have to wake up early in the morning round 4 or 5 to study WTF!! but i need to update this first before i fix my things and sleep..! catering for tomorrow FIGHTING!

Bee-the-best

i FINISH MY REACTION PAPER IN CATERING I WILL CONTINUE MY REVIEW TOMORROW ABOUT FRENCH TERMS IN CATERING. I REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME STUDYING FRENCH.BECAUSE OF THE PRONUNCIATION.AHAHA BUT ITS FUN WONDERING IF I PRONOUNCED IT CORRECTLY OR NOT AHAHA.
BIT TIRED,I UPDATE MY IPOD AT-LAST I HADE PALYFULKISS IN MY I POD WHEN EVER I GOT NOTHING TO DO OR SAD I WILL WATCH THE MOVIE AND LAUGH UNTIL I DROP :)) AHAHA

I'M THINKING THAT I REALLY WANT TO HAVE INTERN SHIP ABROAD HOPE MY PARENT WOULD AGREE. I DECIDE OF THIS BECAUSE I KNOW AFTER THIS INTERN I CAN ENTER A BEST HOTEL LIKE MAKATI SHANG. I REALLY WANT TO WORK DAY SO TOMORROW UNTIL THE GRADUATION I WILL NEVER GIVE-UP WHAT EVER CHALLENGES THAT I WILL IN-COUNTER I WILL GET THROUGH INTO IT.I MAKE IT AS LESSON THROUGH UPS AND DOWN I WILL NOT SURRENDER.EVEN INTERMS OF NUMBERS AND ANY MATH RELATED QUESTION I WILL GET THROUGH WITH IT. FIGHTING!

#&@(#&@$@$@*&!))!#(&#&$

i feel so strange.. haha.. I decide to GIVE UP now to you I'm having a Hard time. But I i have to. CAN AND I WILL.i have to find my self first i want to be whole again i don't know how and how can face you next time i see you know i can totally say to myself that we are totally different to each other . i myself decide i will always do my best in everything. starting tomorrow until the i will never give up i know how tough is the real world is but i will not surrender until i reach the everything. face my fears and be strong. :!

non-stop raining

3 week and 4 days since i say goodbye to you then yesterday i heard your freaking voice following its scares me A lot my mind goes blank everyday because of you I don’t know what to do without you even i forget you and not seeing you its not enough cause you steal half of my heart so no matter how hard i’ll try you’re still here as if you never left me , the feeling of waiting for nextime/someday it’s like a long next time/someday starting tomorrow i will always work hard and to my very best for everything because i know even though we’re not together if you see that i’m working hard and do my best you will be happy.imissyou iknow you always know that! XD.

qyequwed94e0r3sak

AHAHHA! A BLASTING DAY! whie going to the bus terminal when i cross the street the jeepney is infront of me already and 1 from its behind.my eyes is in shock like this O.O omgee.! this jeepney tries to bump me.? or its me That silly who have an hour of sleep because of something bad feeling or something bad happen i didn’t get enough of sleep, that’s why i feel sleepy that time i didn’t see clearly or i do’t have enough strength to walk fast even though i trying to walk fast really the i road a bus that totally scares me to death. its like riding a space shuttle or worst on that i’m not a licensed driver but i think he was always over speeding , competing to other bus infront and back of them ,Marketing in HI and SEMINAR IN HI caught my attention im really interested in this Subject really really interested maybe i don’t have that to much cooking skills but I have a lot of knowledge about Business.? ahah and that’s very Good for me.:)i have my vacant at 10-2:00 Too lOng to sleep in the library yes. i fell a sleep in the library Because of the air condition their suppose to be i have to look for something eventually i didn’t find it so i decide to read a book but then reading a book makes me fall a sleep.? or i really need to take some.? ahaha

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the scene lol! i’m about to have to buy some load walk to the street passing by his house hearing his loudly voice then after in the store passing again his house suddenly his in the main door of the front house talking loudly and became louder it’s like his voice following me back so strange!

yeahright!

AWW.headache today AS IF AHAH anyway i really Lose my mind I have to forget You. ryt? How can i forget you even my heart don't obey me anymore my Mind tells me to stop but my heart tells me don't stop ughrr. but this time i'll work hard For it.again again and again until i totaly forget you okei.? aja!

headache

yeahright 2hrs of sleep irrating bus driver traffic jam,late classmates ahaaah amp I went to school around 4am then i arrive 6:30 i saw a students wearing a white unifor first came in to my mind is you now you already firthyear student ready to get your diploma and will face the real world right my world is different from your world ugh!anyway today we consume the entire period to group our self plannning menu for next lab..waaaah! not feeling well but still i have to reserch something..this is collage life ! FIGHTING!

uneasy

my mind goes Blank I don't know why ? Somethings are UNSURE ,UNanswer and Bothering me Right now i don't know how ,what and why ? yeah right once feelings is not like an exam question that only have 1 answer,even i myself dosen't even know what is the correct answer.all we need is to nd be strong and believe in myself but if others won't trust me how could it be possible if i my self won't believed that i can do it ? why is that i can put a lot of confidence to others that i cant pt more confidece to myself.

School starts tomorrow.

then The Other day Myclass will start :) ugh! Bye SUMMER VACATION HELLO THESIS AND FESIB XD

School starts tomorrow.

then The Other day Myclass will start :) ugh! Bye SUMMER VACATION HELLO THESIS AND FESIB XD

Miss You !

cath's 20th Birthday @ eastwood

Last night was a blast FUN FUN FUN! we ate Many Of White sauce pasta garlic bread pizza ,red sauce pasta,pesto pasta,bottom less ice tea is Really Great at Fazolis



after eating My friends decide to Have some Fun and Drink until Drop at The distillery Bacardi gold ,bacardi silver , tequila rose strawberry flavor

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this Much

--"let's be friends" how can we be us friends if we have this awkward situation.don't know how to meet you when your around don't know how to talk to you and throw jokes.that's why we can't b friends as of now but do you know what im always looking forward to know you better.-- "Stay happy and be happy always" yah! I WILL BE cause even seeing you and hearing you Outside my Window thats Okey it makes Me like adewrnwrwkwqe ahah So How can i FORGET you huh?! -- "magkalapit lang naman bahay natin ah" YAh Bit strange You know what sometimes i imagine that our room and my room are facing each other. --"if you see me in the future don't repeat the same thing so that we won't mess -up !" HAHAHA if you really Reading my TEXT message You will see how happy i am to see Looking forward each day and hoping that they will happen again. the day i decide i forget you it takes a million times to do it, my mind is blank that time i don't know what to do,i even lose my mind.but i put a lot of courage to tell you what i want i feel so i promise that i will put lots of hard work and perseverance to forget my feelings to you.and that's a MUST.

Bar tour

TGIFRIDAY's *tomas Morato*



me and my friends after seminar



WITH RAM ONG



at TRINOMA WITH MY FRIENDS AFTER BAR SEMIANR

Gloria Jean's seminar

Gloria Jean's seminar part 1






Gloria jeans Seminar @ ali-mall cubao *FEB 19 2011*

Jill's birthday

Happy Birthday JIll we Eat-up at ALI-MALL CUBAO
PIZZA HUT
JOLIBEE
SOLVE!!

we had a Surprise Birthday PRESENT 1 ROLL CAKE:)



me and them