Thank you, God, for giving me another year of life.
Thank you for all the people who remembered me today
Thank you for all the experience of this past year;
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to you.
ILOVEYOU GOD TO DEATH..
Amen.
THANKS TO MY DAD , MOM,ATE KARINA , AND TO MY LITTLE BROTHER KIER FOR NEVER ENDING SUPPORT AND UNDYING LOVE Please don't get tired of me.
ILOVEYOU
♥MING
You be the devil. I'll be the details
10/7/11
10/4/11
With my groupmates again
Okei here we go again we really love to cram HAHAHAHAH! we do the scrapbook together until 8 in the evening at cath's house :) i had a good time every time im with them :) so cool :) no matter the situation are we're still together its like united we stand divided we fall BOW.oh no deadline for scrapbook tomorrow oct.5 then F.A. Ugh! collage life
10/1/11
MARKETING REPORT
Our Professor told us that we did a great job but his looking for something else like where is our Fliers and redio ads. but i know we did our very best in this report.
9/30/11
Cramming is the name Oohh
already 12midnight but stil working for maketing report for tomorrows reporting . go group mates lets do this..
9/29/11
Parent's Night


Its Another Big day for us because its serves as A Finals for Our Catering lab Class.everybody work hard enough to make the event possible and specially my dad came :) so nervous a bit because my dad is their,had are 2 song number with co.service group (because you love me) and the whole class (time of my life)and video presentation and a video message presentation HAHAHAHAHAHA.. this night is a BLAST!
full of Unexpected feelings and unexpected happenings... :)


9/28/11
9/27/11
If It Kills Me
Hello, tell me you know, yeah, you've figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
'Cause you and I, why we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend
Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
Before I rightly explode
And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me in fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong
All I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
'Cause you and I, why we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend
Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
Before I rightly explode
And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me in fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong
All I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
Well, all I really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me
9/25/11
When life gets tough, remember that you are tougher..
☑ VIDEO MESSAGE
☑ Send final thesis paper to Ms.CAstro
☑ fix My things
☑ read LEADERSHIP GOLD *trying my best to finish this Book*
☑ SEND LOGO TO MY GROUPMATE
VERY PRODUCTIVE DAY THANKYOU GOD!
╱╱╱╱╱DARE╱╱TO╱╱╱╱╱
BE PRODUCTIVE EVERYDAY :))
Tomorrow marks the beginning of (yet another) Hell Week. Sigh.
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
☑ Send final thesis paper to Ms.CAstro
☑ fix My things
☑ read LEADERSHIP GOLD *trying my best to finish this Book*
☑ SEND LOGO TO MY GROUPMATE
VERY PRODUCTIVE DAY THANKYOU GOD!
╱╱╱╱╱DARE╱╱TO╱╱╱╱╱
BE PRODUCTIVE EVERYDAY :))
Tomorrow marks the beginning of (yet another) Hell Week. Sigh.
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
9/24/11
9/17/11
Loooooooong day
had a seminar regarding INTERNSHIP after that me and may friend JILL ,CATH ,ORENCH went to Bonchon Chicken and happy lemon ;) I ORDERED CHICKEN SANDWICH BURGER MEAL AND ROYAL MILK TEA WITH PUDDING! AHAH! ANYWAY!
chicken sandwich burger

Royal Milk tea with pudding
serious MODE!
i don't know when it first began but you pushed your way into my heart against my will!,THERE ARE TIMES I REALLY WANT TO LET YOU GO AND THERE ARE TIMES THAT I WANT TO KEEP YOU FOREVER but theirs a kind of feeling that makes me feel so UNSURE cause YOUR LOVE FOR ME WAS SO STRONG! and i really don't wanna HURT you and I wanna be the girl you fall for when everybody else is falling for you. ♥ :) CRAZY RIGHT! but please , Please don't get tired of me. I know i had this very TIRING PERSONALITY inside of me ,sometimes i'M A BIPOLAR drives me so insane please bare with me But most of the time I am truly behave 0:)STAY WITH ME TO INFINITY AND BEYOND :) Promise me YOU WILL !!
I'm not that Smart Not That PERFECT But I'll PROMISE I'LL BE THE BEST! :)hopefully.
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
chicken sandwich burger

Royal Milk tea with pudding
serious MODE!
i don't know when it first began but you pushed your way into my heart against my will!,THERE ARE TIMES I REALLY WANT TO LET YOU GO AND THERE ARE TIMES THAT I WANT TO KEEP YOU FOREVER but theirs a kind of feeling that makes me feel so UNSURE cause YOUR LOVE FOR ME WAS SO STRONG! and i really don't wanna HURT you and I wanna be the girl you fall for when everybody else is falling for you. ♥ :) CRAZY RIGHT! but please , Please don't get tired of me. I know i had this very TIRING PERSONALITY inside of me ,sometimes i'M A BIPOLAR drives me so insane please bare with me But most of the time I am truly behave 0:)STAY WITH ME TO INFINITY AND BEYOND :) Promise me YOU WILL !!
I'm not that Smart Not That PERFECT But I'll PROMISE I'LL BE THE BEST! :)hopefully.
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
9/15/11
TEAM BUILDING
GREEN MINDED MINDED AHAHAH!

GREEN team
- chester, jay, orench, mika, gisselle, kamille m., shaq, macy

new experience and i also discover that I ALWAYS DO MY VERY BEST IN EVERYTHING! EVEN IF I REALLY WANT TO GIVE-UP AND DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE BUT STILL QUITTING IS NOT MY THING!
RED TEAM - CHAMPION
GREEN TEAM - 1ST RUNNER UP
NOT BAD :)) AT LEAST WE FIGHT TILL THE END WTF! AHAHA!
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.

GREEN team
- chester, jay, orench, mika, gisselle, kamille m., shaq, macy

new experience and i also discover that I ALWAYS DO MY VERY BEST IN EVERYTHING! EVEN IF I REALLY WANT TO GIVE-UP AND DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE BUT STILL QUITTING IS NOT MY THING!
RED TEAM - CHAMPION
GREEN TEAM - 1ST RUNNER UP
NOT BAD :)) AT LEAST WE FIGHT TILL THE END WTF! AHAHA!
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
9/7/11
1 Corinthians 13:4-13
4Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, 5does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, 6does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; 7bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part; 10but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. 11When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things. 12For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. 13But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.
8Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part; 10but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. 11When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; when I became a man, I did away with childish things. 12For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. 13But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.
8/31/11
Hello SeptemBER
Dear Heart, Please stop getting involved with everything, your job is to pump blood....that's it I'm Trying to Understand everything if everything is being messed up again or what I don't know But why is everything is falling apart it feels like somebody's poking me inside ohohohoh no why do i feel this way need to run run run i'm not very vocal about this before but why now I'm just keep this way i can't find words to express every single thing i feel tons of crappy things building in my head..does I was the only one to fall? OK here How to solve this thing Step 1 : SMILE Step 2 : if everything is not alright REPEAT STEP 1 :))
today i don't feel like doing anything NOTHING AT ALL HAHAHAHA don't Fool around you foolish little girl being Lazy Is not you right doing your Very BEST at all , trying to all the things You Least Expected , Getting up when your down , Fight and preserve till the end where did it all go? just keep trying again you silly one where's The FIGHTING Thing that YOU ALWAYS SAID? STOP BEING SO LAZY YOUR NOT ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE.
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
today i don't feel like doing anything NOTHING AT ALL HAHAHAHA don't Fool around you foolish little girl being Lazy Is not you right doing your Very BEST at all , trying to all the things You Least Expected , Getting up when your down , Fight and preserve till the end where did it all go? just keep trying again you silly one where's The FIGHTING Thing that YOU ALWAYS SAID? STOP BEING SO LAZY YOUR NOT ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE.
❤❤❤
KAMILLE
END.
August is over
i don't know what i'm thinking and what i'm feeling it makes me going' crazy is this all thing are only in my mind? do you feeling the same too? or Can you just fall in love with me? ♡ honestly i really don't know what to do this feeling of Uneasiness that makes me feel so blue and makes my heart Burning LOVE is when you look into someone's EYES and you see their HEART.here we go again you silly girl You Keep on Falling.
Today i had a Waking Problems this morning i really don't want to go to school and my dad is in a hurry oh no i have to do something forcing my self to get up and immediately pour my self a cold water to be awake.but im to lazy to go to school please why so Mad dad ?BV go away No feasibility what? Great? oh no no no HAHAHA
the the rest forcing Myself to attend The class.WTH foolish girl Why so like that?
then Had a quiz got 9 out of 10 ten aww.. Miss 1 point cause don't wanna think and i'm just forcing My brain to come up an answer .. wannna go home no discussion please Its just that i can't accommodate some information now i can't! continue being like LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY!
Love Love Love
Kamille
End.
Today i had a Waking Problems this morning i really don't want to go to school and my dad is in a hurry oh no i have to do something forcing my self to get up and immediately pour my self a cold water to be awake.but im to lazy to go to school please why so Mad dad ?BV go away No feasibility what? Great? oh no no no HAHAHA
the the rest forcing Myself to attend The class.WTH foolish girl Why so like that?
then Had a quiz got 9 out of 10 ten aww.. Miss 1 point cause don't wanna think and i'm just forcing My brain to come up an answer .. wannna go home no discussion please Its just that i can't accommodate some information now i can't! continue being like LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY!
Love Love Love
Kamille
End.
8/30/11
A Beautiful Mess
ok. here we go again CONFUSING myself. with this strange feeling. that i could win :(
i cant really figure out this feeling that i had inside of me.I wish falling in love had traffic lights, so that I would know if I should go, slow down, or just stop to avoid heart accidents.
CRAZZY FEELING EVER THIS YEAR EVERY MINUTE
anyway LONGWEEKED IS OVER TOMORROW its A BRAND NEW DAY
WEEKDAYS IS COMING LOTS OF SCHOOL WORKS NEED TO BE ACCOMPLISH
JUST TAKE IT EASY! TAKE ONE STEP A TIME AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT AND
HAVE FAITH :)AND SMILE.
WATCH 2 EPIC MOVIE
EAT , PRAY , LOVE AND HARRY POTTER 7 PART 2
"Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)
LOVE,LOVE LOVE
KAMILLE
END.
8/29/11
Skyscraper
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
i watched 2 movie
today.
Eurotrip and Hangover
LONGWEEKEND SUCKS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN LAZY THIS COMING WEEKDAYS
WE HAVE LOTS OF PAPER WORKS TO DO CRAP!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
IRMSYFRL!
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
i watched 2 movie
today.
Eurotrip and Hangover
LONGWEEKEND SUCKS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN LAZY THIS COMING WEEKDAYS
WE HAVE LOTS OF PAPER WORKS TO DO CRAP!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
IRMSYFRL!
8/28/11
Why?
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
3 movies in a row
In the name of love
She's out of my league
and fire Proof
Currently Downloading
The smurfs
Harry potter 7 part2
and crazy Stupid love.
Lazy WEEKEND :))
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
But why i'm feeling this way HEART PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHATS WITH YOU?
don't FALL to HARD! yaah! that guy sure is surrounded by girls.
Don't be hopeless, but don't be hopeful.
END.
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
3 movies in a row
In the name of love
She's out of my league
and fire Proof
Currently Downloading
The smurfs
Harry potter 7 part2
and crazy Stupid love.
Lazy WEEKEND :))
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
But why i'm feeling this way HEART PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHATS WITH YOU?
don't FALL to HARD! yaah! that guy sure is surrounded by girls.
Don't be hopeless, but don't be hopeful.
END.
8/27/11
err freaky .
Oh my its raining should go to school.? ahhahaa end up attending marketing class oh well i have no choice I need to attend this subject only this subject HAHAHAH super bias LOL anyway Planning to come to class late around 8:00 so take your time daddy im not in a hurry today cause actually don't feel to go to school today but oh well ahaha I arrive quarter to 8 Hmm before going to chapel first to pray after that i saw my professor in marketing HAHAHAHAHA! so Unlucky what to do.? hmm think kamille think ..and i walk very fast as much as i could and went to comfort room near Kitchen lab Gosh did he see Me ? gosh should I attend his class for real even my friends is not attending? luckily two of my friends are present.but honestly im too lazy to attend his class but what is this my brain cells is jumping around and i feel so alive ahaha We had a great discussion about advertising my professor never fail me to smile and amused me every meeting HEHEHE! afterwards i went to physical examination for clearance then skip class canteen skip class again ahahah! anyway this not so me I didn't ever try to skip major subjects its just that its not worth-trying anymore , no motivation to do this and do that whats wrong with me neither i , i don't know whats happening around me. could anybody explain why i easily give-up and im So scared to do things this past few weeks and my mind keeps telling me that stop stop stop when ever i want to do something HAHahAh so weird feeling , uneasiness , horrible insight ,and my mind is so messy and tangled right now cant think of anything why oh why? i don't know my goal now Or don't have motivation to do this kind of stuff.this worthless feeling and its killing me. i really lose my sense where did it go? it seems like feelings is not like an exam question that only have 1 answer,even i myself dosen't even know what is the correct answer.stop being naive you silly girl. stop fooling around come on every one is entitled to be stupid its just that you abuse that privilege.
Btw. I discover a secret place in our school I think that no one had been their except me. Its so Beautiful PLACE like a secret Garden HAHAHAHA.
END.
Btw. I discover a secret place in our school I think that no one had been their except me. Its so Beautiful PLACE like a secret Garden HAHAHAHA.
END.
8/26/11
fool.
I really don't expect something to you im just so scared that everything will turn out so fast and we will mess-up like i had before in my past and everything would be so awkward for me such a selfishness i always thinking about myself because i know that your strong enough to handle everything AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i really don't know! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! my mind is really messy right Now can't think of WORDS.
8/25/11
Crzay stupid Love
Dear: YOU
you are so Unpredictable if only i can read your Mind.
you really don't know how i feel. You have NO idea how fast my heart races when I see you.
you are so Unpredictable if only i can read your Mind.
you really don't know how i feel. You have NO idea how fast my heart races when I see you.
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