7/25/11

EVERYONE WANTS TO CHANGE THE WORLD BUT NO BODY WANTS TO CHANGE

The second State of the Nation Address (SONA 2011) of Philippine President Benigno "Noynoy" Aquino III at the joint session of Senate and Congress in Batasang Pambansa.



I wasn't able to hear all of his speech but hearing those unpleasant words from other people they think that his not that very effective to be a leader for our country (Philippines) because of some unresolved issues from the past,issue that can be solve by us but we always blame others im not pro or anti but in this case we need to grow as person thinking not only for ourselves. sometimes we always complain and complain
and always seeking something else and we don't really appreciate things being provided we can't even said "thank you" for those person who always provide a public service for us.at first WE Decide ,WE vote and WE COMPLAIN. ahah Who should be responsible for everything.? who should be to blame? 2011 is not yet over and theirs 2 years to come lets wait and see.Mr. Aquino said that "We can dream again"








Tandang Sora to Ever Goteso.


7/21/11

Retreat '11 @ Baguio City

day 1

we create our Web map

all the person who create a very big impact in our life
then we describe each of them and the third one is what are the silent acts they made / acts they do and what do i feel about it

both (+)and (-).

9pm shower time
5:30 wakeup call
6:00 call time morning prayer then followed by breakfast


day 2

group activity (sharing about the web map)

Learnings
we need first to know The Experince of other people to understand and Not to lead to judgment

Hell is the Total abcense of LOVE.

dAY 3 .

Activity question :

If i'm to die i 3 days what will you do?
a. who will be the first person whom i will seek
b. how will the conversation go.?


2.) if the last hour before i die what will i tell him? what will tell me.?

3) make your own obituary

4.) what will your love once will tell to you.? what do you want to hear.?




last session after the activity open forum.




Dear blockmates!
thank you for letting me in in your Block
i had so much fun. until now honestly i don't know how to mingle in each everyone of you
cause i don't know what your thinking about me but for me i will try my very best to know each one of you
and if you let me ahaha any way i actually looking forward to know you all better make ,sometimes it makes me so very hard but know i feel that i'm one step closer to all of you :)) help me to come out to my shell and loosen up a little
honestly i'm so glad to know each one of you and be a part in our family..
THANK YOU for accepting me.

"united we stand divided we fall." - Jay

TGIS and F5 *CIKAGIJIORMAMEJAKACATI*


guys i really love you so much i feel like so bless to have you. even though theirs so many differences, uncertainties, misunderstanding
i always end-up with you , lets leave the past and move forward let's creat so many happy and good memories together
lets start again, and make things better. our past make us stronger than ever

7/15/11

TGIF

Every Day As time goes by I feel like i wanna go back to high school cause time flies so fast august is fast approaching i can feel the graduation breeze that makes me wanna feel lazy to study? lol joke feels like its been a while, and i feel that everything is moving so fast we had our third function already
one is production ,service on st.paulday and third one is TGIF clinic event..


here at krispy kreme sm fairview using their Wifi. haiis Back pain :(


end.

7/12/11

st.paul Manila - Sm fairview !

ahah i went tO SPUM today to visit their very huge library.. eheh actually
the was totaly pretty in a sense of availability of things that QC don't have
actually what i mean is the the cafe restaurant Manila have for HRM student for everyday used
and diffrent menus the well sitimatise library and id swap cards going and leaving the school
i even that so much the library that you should deposite your bag before going inside the Wifi zone
the flat screen pc everything and flat screen opac. something ahahah


END.

7/11/11

moderifics


yeahright sometimes you will know how are your real friends in times of your need
i mean friends is easy to find but real friends are hard to find and hard to lose
ehehhe exactly right.? that's how i see my friends now i maybe have them today but
i don't know until when exactly can stay besides me? in good or bad times ? FOR BETTER OR FOR WORST
Aahaha How many of them are true to you and how many of them are Just want to be with you
Cause they can use you in their daily living.? how many of them showing their real feelings ?
or how many of them trying to hide it.? ahahah.!


FriENDs.?

Till the end

7/10/11

Silly sunday

its my cousin's birthday! ehehehe when ever heard birthday first thing comes to my mind is
ballons,cake, food,"pabitin" , clown , party games ehheheh i miss celebrating like this now
im becoming more mature *am i becoming one.?* ahahah now when i heard birthday i feell really blue i feel like i have an allergy on that special occasion
the first thing comes to my mind is YOU ,just to recall you said to me when i was turning 18 yrs.old
you want to be my last dance even i dont have one i want to have a debut. because
im excited to hold your hand, and hold me tight but that special day of mine comes
alone your presence are not there, you wont show up anymore my heart feels like melting like theres a huge
of fire continue burning my heart even my family, friends are their i'm only looking for you..
ahah still can't forget how you make me feel so blue feels like in hell that i wanna escape
but i cant i wanna cry tears in my eyes that i can bare beacause theirs an adult surrounded by me
and i only can do is to Smile To cover up the pain I have Inside my heart.aah . and miND sAYS MOVE ON KAMILLE
MOVE ON , please..!theres no worth in Crying so Stay strong SMILE. if only i have a
guts to say that "PLEASE ONLY ONE NIGHT MAKE ME FEEL SO HAPPPY ONLY FOR TODAY STAY FOR AWHILE AND DON'T GO!"
silly girl.. ahhahha..its not that i hate celebrating birthday its just that i had really really bad experince
after all a very tromatic experince happen to me!
but children parties is awsome but i had a very bad moments about his' cousins birthday anyway
after all i have lots of connection to him thats why i can't easily erase him in my life.

END.

7/8/11

Friday Friday .

today in our religious education class we talk about being "single" that time i feel so absent minded haha my mind is somewhere else lol
in this state of life we have diffren point of view regarding this mater being "single"
they say being single is a littil bit lonley in a way that you don't have some to lean on if we have problems,someone to share good and bad memories together
someone to ask "are You ,someone to txt you "good Morning" "good night"
"i love you" "take care" "don't skip meal" ect. but then if we take a look at in the brighter side their so much more to be look happy being single because single state of life has its own advantages, opportunites and challenges you can
do what ever you want to do 24/7 and you can go where ever you want to go and spend time with your friends. being single is not being bitter or being selfish because its valuable vocation that reflects god's love in its unique way.

honestly i realized that god has his own way to give as the right person in the right time.we just need to wait.anaway In our resort class we had our ver first Formal assestment honestly i study for today's test so lets wait and see if i did very well in my first assestment
hmm..ahah but i hope it would turn up so well cause u really study hard i study seriously ahahaha. but then i really realized that it so hard to be smart ahaha cause while studying i feel that my brain hurt so much i feel like its going to burst Like booom! ahahha!
why i'm look very serious everyday.? hahaha..silly ME.!the ME Inside that don't want to grow up is already trying to grow and grow everyday.!

saturday!

TODAY! RAINING MORNING :) ganna go early to school cause my i really like our first subject every satrday
because i really like our prof. in marketing because i amused how he speak fluently and comfortably infront of us
then in our picture class i mean thesis class eehehe me and my friends had lots of fun taking pictures in the coridor of 4th floor eheh
anyway we had our consoltation regarding some matters in our thesis then in seminar in HR we had An activity regarding to our own personality
its called MBTI self estimate followed by the result the result is INTP -"thinker"
ahaha is that really obvious.? i awlways think think and think annything under the sun ahahha
soo many things to do Like deadline of report,defense,proj.,community service.formal assasment but
y mom said "i need to enjoy everything don't think about all the difficult things that yo need to do you have to enjoy and think that you can do it "


next saturday F.a. Marketig
23 - f.a. in SEMINAR in HI

Fighting!!

7/7/11

ST PAUL 65 ANNIVERSARY

One free function again yahooo! i feel like Im working in real life,ehehehe every seconds for me is everything so I do it seriously. honestly its very hard because left hand is so weak and sometimes i don't know what will do next but i give it a try and its very fun although its hard to stand an hour and but this is the second time to be a service member so at first i know how it feels but first time to arrange and set up table.unlike last time we served in are IM lab i'm a server at the same time we prepare the food for them. anyway this is just the basic there's a lot of things will come and many things to accomplish ahah actually i really excited to go out to the out side world and face all of them and show what i got.?? ahah BUT still my foot hurts so badly i can't even walked properly going home ahah :)

7/6/11

revenge Is sweet :))

Dear God, I wanna take a minute, not to ask anything from you. But simply to say 'Thank you' for all you have. :)

7/5/11

I cant think of anything.

hmmm.. haha nothing much happen just here at home spending online ahahahhah! AND realizing many people expecting me to graduate ahah lol they put so many pressure on on me?? or they are so excited because finally i finish my 8yrs of studying in school and looking forward to find a job.? ahah what ever it is i still want to learn,theirs many things i need to learn and many things still i don't know AT & i still want to explore the world. so i want to take one step at a time it takes years to muster up life.

7/3/11

Don't cry. I know you're trying your hardest.

yah! why i always feeling like this related to numbers specially solving math problems. i feel like crying if people asking me " why you didn't understand your lesson?" i feel like someone poking me in my chest and tears fall down fast and they keep telling "why are crying?" what will i do if i can't hold back my tears even i don't want to and even i want to understand all the steps in solving that problem i envy those who can learn easily without trying hard and can make things too easy for them to do in just a snap. for me getting passing garde is enough or at least i could say 9/10 is a miracle ahahaha..but even how hard i try solving it alone i can't :9 yeah! that's me always trying hard to make things DONE in perfect way .. i'm way to far for others but that's how i motivate my self to work hard and persevere until the end. i have my own LITTLE way to Make Things Perfect i may be not that smart but if i Put my heart and mind into it i can achieve everything :)) patience is a virtue i can wait anytime cause i know i could be something. i'm like this because i know theres many people who will support and help me that's why i'm not into it to do on my own.

7/2/11

No Pain No Gain

i have 2 weeks to do my chapter 3 part1 which is the result. if i will follow the schedule everything will be alright right.? Come to your sense kamille You can do it i Know you if you put your heart on it and Put some effort you can pass all the subject just follow everything. and do it diligently ok, lets think like this Your in the middle of the race but you can't ran fast like other runner but if you keep on running and trying your best to win then you can achieve it. but don't focus in winning just focus how to finish the race.being able to finish the race is a lot more than winning cause it doesn't matter who wins or lose but who does better and who does not give-up :))


NO MARKETING AND NO SEMINAR CLASS TODAY :)) THEN I SPEND EATING WHOOPERS IN BURGER KING HUHUHU P150 LEFT IN P400.

7/1/11

HOLD ON.

well first-day of july and first friday.we had aare very very first long quiz about business enterprise and entrepreneurship then after i wen to my uncle's house to rest for a while and decide not to attend my next class because i'm not feeling well ahah anyway luckily my professor is not around she leave an activity for us the atlast resort planning ugh! feel sleepy! whaha anyway may prof. ms.aurrelio recognized my sleepiness and absent minded ahah so she cold my attention "KAMILLE" then i stop what im doing then stand then she said again "kamille" in my back of my mind why? then she ask me to lead a prayer then i respond-- long pause-- "ah are you ready to pray classmates?" -- then i realized after praying okey that so highschool kamille hahah"are yo ready to pray classmates" okei di i say classmates? at the back of my losing mind in this section i already have a guts to said classmates silly kamille.. you really lose your mind *or should i said well you said it very well keep it up ahah that's right come out to your shell and loosen-up* anyway readers sorry for making you look so confuse about this thing never-mind atleast i can speak up even just this tiny little word ahaha.but at back of this all*dear classmates push me to Open-up or to talk help me to open up my little mouth to say something pls i feel little lost in your place i feel so strange everytime.where in all i can do is just to stare all of you and listen to all the noise you created *
Nursing Licensure Exam tomorrow and sunday -- gudluck yeah! right i know you can do it right.? i have lots of courage in you to do all things even though i know how you feel for me even though you said that be happy and stay happy -- yes i will always be cause you always here. no matter what nakatatak na ata yun sakin eh stupid right.? WHt! i already end it up but why my heart still beats for you.so #nothingsmoreirritating :))