err freaky .

Oh my its raining should go to school.? ahhahaa end up attending marketing class oh well i have no choice I need to attend this subject only this subject HAHAHAH super bias LOL anyway Planning to come to class late around 8:00 so take your time daddy im not in a hurry today cause actually don't feel to go to school today but oh well ahaha I arrive quarter to 8 Hmm before going to chapel first to pray after that i saw my professor in marketing HAHAHAHAHA! so Unlucky what to do.? hmm think kamille think ..and i walk very fast as much as i could and went to comfort room near Kitchen lab Gosh did he see Me ? gosh should I attend his class for real even my friends is not attending? luckily two of my friends are present.but honestly im too lazy to attend his class but what is this my brain cells is jumping around and i feel so alive ahaha We had a great discussion about advertising my professor never fail me to smile and amused me every meeting HEHEHE! afterwards i went to physical examination for clearance then skip class canteen skip class again ahahah! anyway this not so me I didn't ever try to skip major subjects its just that its not worth-trying anymore , no motivation to do this and do that whats wrong with me neither i , i don't know whats happening around me. could anybody explain why i easily give-up and im So scared to do things this past few weeks and my mind keeps telling me that stop stop stop when ever i want to do something HAHahAh so weird feeling , uneasiness , horrible insight ,and my mind is so messy and tangled right now cant think of anything why oh why? i don't know my goal now Or don't have motivation to do this kind of stuff.this worthless feeling and its killing me. i really lose my sense where did it go? it seems like feelings is not like an exam question that only have 1 answer,even i myself dosen't even know what is the correct answer.stop being naive you silly girl. stop fooling around come on every one is entitled to be stupid its just that you abuse that privilege.

Btw. I discover a secret place in our school I think that no one had been their except me. Its so Beautiful PLACE like a secret Garden HAHAHAHA.

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