Mourning Monday.

Mock Interview is done Graduation picture for tomorrow then Us tour The Graduation YES!

HAHAHA!

anyway today feel so very tierd very very tired it seems like i lose a lot of energy
i sleep about 7 hours and feels like i don't want to do anything
ahah but i end up going to their house, even i don't want to but i have to go
cause i already decide to forget you abandon you just like you did to me
but the diffrence is i end it up with full of words. unsaid words before but
now its a words that makes me feel strong. strong enough to leave you
words full of hatred full of pain and tons of Crap!
and now as i go on with my life i realized that i don't need you to become a better person
now i fully understand why i always become strong ang always doing everything its all because of you
but for now on i will do it for myself i will become the best because of me
i will become better person because of me i will do everything because of ME ahahah!
HOLD ON KAMILLE.. Life never been so easy to live in i need to be EXTRA STRONG EXTRA CAREFUL
TRYING MY VERY BEST TO FORGET AND LEAVE YOU! TRYING IS HARD BUT IF I PUT MY HEART ON IT AND DO A LOT OF EFFORT I WILL BE SUCCECSFUL
BUT WHEN THAT TIME COMES I WILL GARANTEE YOU THAT I WILL NOT TURN MY AGAIN JUST TO SEE YOU SO THAT YOU CAN'T MESS UP WITH ME ANYMORE
AND SO THAT WE COULD LIVE A HAPPIER LIFE . LIFE IS NO TURNING BACK SO I WOULD NOT AHAHAH!
YOU SO LUCKY YOU HAVE LOVING PARENTS. i've seen it and i also experincing their UNconditional love even though that we're not togeher it seems Like
my parents and your parent have a strong Bond together that's scares me a lot but even though everytime that i'm their everytime that i pretend im okey
still time will come everything gonna be alright! somehow everthings gonna fall right into place. HAHAHA!
from now on i call my SELF SUPERKAMILLE ahaha BECAUSE IM SUPPER SUPER SUPER SUPER STRONG BRAVE AND SUPER SUPER PRETTY AHAHAHHA!